Well, to be honest this year started out kind of shitty. Was going through a lot of personal shit (still am, really) and it just pretty much sucked all around.

Then in July it seemed to turn around. Why? Because I got into the best fandom ever. Supernatural. And I met some amazing friends because of it.

Not only that, but I was able to participate in 'the greatest international scavenger hunt the world has ever seen (GISHWHES)' and made some great friends around the world with the team I was put into. It was hilarious, crazy and fun and I was glad to be a part of it.

Not sure if anything beats having my question on Twitter answered by Michael Weatherly from NCIS. That was pretty fucking awesome and I was squealing all damn day when I saw it.

Not only did I make some amazing friends, but I became closer with the ones I already have, and with that I had become distant with a few others. But that's life, I suppose. You grow together and equally grow apart.

Such is life.

And of course I have a few resolutions for this year I'm going to try hard to stick to. I expect to fail miserably but hopefully something good will come out of it.

+ Eat/Drink healthier
+ Exercise more
+ Lose weight
+ All in all, take better care of self

Those are the major ones I want to work toward, because I need to change my habits and myself this year. I really do. And of course there are the minor ones below.

+ Write more
+ Get back into graphics and webdesign
+ Try to actually finish something I write
+ Get a job ROFL

And that's really all I can think of right now lol. I hope everyone has a wonderful and prosperous new year. <3

So, I got my DCSS prompt yesterday and .. I'm pretty sure I can do it, no problem. I just .. have so much to write, now. lol.

Here's a run down.

DCSS Prompt Done!
2 fics for demonichate
2 fics for total_alias
2 fics for another friend I don't have on here
1 fic for elledesu
My oneshot that needs finished Done
The next chapter of my other spn fic

ALL of these are for SPN by the way. I really, really want to get my next chapter written, because it's been a month since the last chapter went up and I hate that it's taking so long, but for some reason I'm just kweuhdgjhdfhsd over it, idk. I think I might have overworked myself before with the first 4 chapters, because those I just wrenched out one after another, and the last chapter took awhile, but I eventually got it out. This one is just .. jfc, I know what happens, got it plotted out I just .. idk. And I mean, it's not that I can't write, I've written like 4 one shots (not counting the one sitting unfinished on my comp) in the meantime. Idk, idk.

Not complaining at all, of course. I just hope I'll be able to get them all done in time. ;A;

Thank you lsdjfweidgh so much for the v-gifts! Those totally made my shitty weekend so much better. Thank you, thank you, thank you! *hughughughughughughughugs*

If I had the money to buy them I would be giving everyone v-gifts, maybe some day! But right now you have my eternal love and gratitude! Thank you so much! *hughughughugs* <333333333333333333

First things first. I am tired and sore because I had to help dad put in the new front door he bought but somehow it's all fucked up and not fitting right and idefk but it took 8 hours and it's still not "done" but it's good enough for now. -I- stopped "helping" at 11pm (there was really nothing for me to help with since like, 8-9pm but I didn't want to piss dad off by just walking off) and had dinner, since I hadn't eaten since like, noon. So yeah, I probably shouldn't be writing any of this until tomorrow since I'm tired, sore, tired and it's almost 3am.

Oh well. Anyway, the following are my thoughts on tonight's fucking AWESOME episode and will be behind the cut for spoilers. They are not in any real order since I'm just sort of going off of what I'm remembering.

( 7.06 - Slash Fiction )

I have so much to write. D: So, as you know (or have read) I'm obsessed with Supernatural now. And I've been writing lately. I've also started a fic that I now have writers block with. *sobs* I've written like, 4-5 oneshots instead. For some reason the next chapter just .. doesn't want to be written. ;A;

On top of writing my next chapter, I have a oneshot half written that needs to be finished.

Not only that but I have at least 6 other fics to write for 3 people (1 for their birthday and 1 as a christmas gift).

I have also signed up for the Dean/Cas Secret Santa WHY DO I DO THESE THINGS TO MYSELF. I am comforted by the fact that the minimum word count is 1.5k which I should hopefully have no problem writing regardless of the prompt I am given.

But ugh, SO MUCH WRITING. At least it doesn't ALL have to be done right now. Good god I'd freak out from the overload of how much I'd need to write.

I will now be commencing my friends list purge. So if you'd like to remain on my flist, please comment (if you hadn't already seen my previous post). Or if I have removed you and it was a mistake, or you would like to be re-friended.

Also, if I have removed you please be kind and do the same.

I'm really not doing this to be mean or bitchy or anything, but I think it's high time I do it. I have a lot of people friended that I just don't talk to anymore, and I've been skirting doing a clean out for years now.

Also, I will be removing people who haven't updated in 6 months to 1 year.

Anyway, it happens. People grow apart. To be honest there are people that I skim over their entries and that's not fair to them, also why I'm doing this.

Well, anyway, this is just a reminder that I'm doing my purging tonight. So if I've removed you, please don't take offense, I don't mean any harm by it. :3

I am doing a Halloween marathon of movies on the 31st with a few online friends, but then I thought why not make it a weekend thing? Some of the movies I would have to find online of course, since I don't have them all. Only non-scary movies of course. I don't really care for super scary shit.

So here's what I have so far.

Hocus Pocus
Beetlejuice
Addams Family + Values (Maybe on the sequel)
Rocky Horror Picture Show (can't have a halloween movie night without that one)
Practical Magic
Young Frankenstein

I might throw in the halloween episodes of Supernatural, just cause.

Any recs?

All right boys and girls, it's that time. That's right, I'm talking about a friends cut. Now, I've been beating around the bush with this for a long time. Normally when I do a friends cut/pruning session it's to remove journals that haven't posted in more than a year.

Not this time. I have 90 people friended and I barely talk to any of you. I try though. I've commented, and posted shit relevant to your interests, hoping that we would be able to connect. But sadly it's failed, time and again, whether people are just too busy or they just don't care .. well, I'm tired of caring too.

I'm tired of trying to make connections and getting nothing in return. Which is why I'd dropped off LJ for the last month. I was depressed over it. And I'm tired of being depressed over something like this. I have very little in my life that makes me happy and keeps me from spiraling, and LJ and the people I talked to were one of them. I'd like for it to still be one of those things.

Though I am nothing if not a nice person, so I will leave this here and will begin pruning later tonight or tomorrow. If you would like to not be cut, please reply and I will make a valiant effort to see that our connection remains strong. I would hate to have to cut all 90 people.

I want to point out that I'm not doing this to be mean, or to be a bitch or anything. I am just insanely tired of trying and trying and getting nothing in return. I had actually thought about ditching this LJ to make another one, but I have too much invested in it now to do that.

Also want to make another point that the people I have recently friended are safe from this, as I've just friended you and would like to get to know my flist better.

Thank you for your time.